Reasons

I don't want to.....it makes me afraid. I whispered this truth as I prayed. My stumbling block exposed. But I know it's right and I know I must. And I did. I did. And I shared my reasons with Him why it was hard, what I feared. And He heard. He did. As I read my devotional for the day His answer became clear. He wanted me to do it from an obedient heart. To do it afraid. To do it because I love Him more than I fear my words. And then He showed me, showed me the why. And it was beautiful. How many times does He long to bless me, but He wants to heal my heart at the same time. And that requires a blind faith sometimes. Trusting in Him more than in the reasons why. Trusting in Him to be my reason why. Thankful.