This is my prayer today. To know which way to go now, what path to take. And that feels scary and lonely and unsure. I've been here before. I have completely screwed it all up before. And there just come the time when it feels like enough. I don't want to walk this path yet again. I need His guidance, His direction. Believing that there has to be something better up ahead because this loss seems great and overwhelming. It seems strange to say and I don't necessarily feel it, but I am nonetheless. Thankful.