Joining Lisa Jo and the girls for 5 Minute Friday...no edits, no re-writes and love those that came before you..
Luke 12:6-7 (VOICE)
7 Since you are so much more precious to God than a thousand flocks of sparrows, and since God knows you in every detail—down to the number of hairs on your head at this moment—you can be secure and unafraid of any person, and you have nothing to fear from God either.
Lonely....it describes this ache in my heart. I did what you asked of me Lord, now what? Is this what's left? And it scares me to be honest. Because this has truly been the loneliest season of my life. And it hurts to say that because He has given me so very much. But it's lonely to wake up alone when there were two before. To go day in and day out not knowing...can you be loved again, will He allow it? The waiting grows into months and I begin to wonder, will I ever be enough...am I the only girl that just can't make it work out...all the raw and painful emotions of it seem to surface so much of the time. I can look at it for what it is. I know that He sometimes removes things for our own protection. I know I am not alone and I believe the one Who made my heart will heal it completely and then as with everything else I have had to do in all of this, He will whisper to me....begin again....Thankful.